to own my own home right now.
Have you ever had so many creative thoughts racing around your head, just dying to get out, but there is nothing you can do about it?
That is how I feel at the moment. I want to do so much creatively to my home and to my life, but living in a rental home stops me from doing any of it. I don't know where this motivation is coming from at the moment, but I feel like I need to make the most of it. I just wish I knew how.
Looks at these inspirational pics of peoples art rooms -
A pic from Orangebloom's blog
I know the only way Alex and I will be able to afford our own home any time in the near future is for me to go back to work, but I just can't imagine leaving my babies. Just the thought breaks my heart.
I feel like I was the one who brought them into this world and it is my job to look after them, not someone else. It is such a tug of war for mothers these days. On one hand you want to provide stability and the necessities and on the other you're the one who wants to be there to teach, to love and to comfort. I just wish I had the answers.
One day I know we will get there, but for now I will make the most of what I have and do the best I can.
(This post brought to you by the joys of pregnancy hormones)